Hello

I just wanted to say hi! It has been 3 years now since my sweet boy went to become a Heavenly Warrior... on his day of his passing, I was having the hardest time I was so completely heartbroken and felt like I just couldn't keep going on like this, minute after minute hour after hour, day after day, week after week and year after year, it's just to much to bear! A dear friend offered to watch my little so that I could go to the temple, I accepted, but I really didn't know if my head was in the right place let alone my heart, I felt angry and sooooooo very heartbroken.  Then another dear friend said that she would like to come with me.  I didn't know how I felt about that, I didn't really feel like being around anyone. I woke up on this day, not thinking I could even get out of bed, let alone get ready, and I still wasn't sure if I was in the right state of mind to go to the temple. I thought about canceling but it was to much to cancel with two people, so I rolled out of bed and got in the shower...I was having a lot of anxiety, but I didn't want to cancel with two people so I went. It was beautiful I felt Bralyn's presence and I felt loved my my Father in Heaven.

My two friends got me flowers, they were beautiful! More then how pretty was how loved I felt!
When I got home there were flowers delivered by me sweet sister Kristina and Randy...wow! My cup runneth over!  Then a little while longer a friend came over with flowers and seven balloons 4 one color and three another color. She also let me know she was doing 7 acts of kindness in his name...since he is 7. I can tell you that the lord is mindful of us and that our loved ones do love us and are there for us! I felt loved and remembered...not sure if that is makes sense, but I felt so alone and forgotten...and then so loved!!!

 I have to be honest life happened and I didn't get this post finished on the 22nd of February, but even though it has been months...I can still feel the love from that day! Thank you my dear friends and family for being there for me! love you all!

Love you Bralyn!!! Miss you more then words can say!!!

To infinity and beyond

"In your very heat I beat"